Confession time.  Those of you who are reading my blog regularly probably have already figured this out, but I might as well fess up.  I'm not blogging every day or every other day like I'm supposed to.  It's one thing for a healthy person to find time in their day to jot down a blog, but it's a whole other thing for someone dealing with chemo and feeling so lousy to keep up every day with this blogging. 

Seemed like a good idea at the time to blog but the reality is that I'm wondering if this was such a good idea after all.  But I started and I refuse to let this cancer take one more thing away from me.  I'm determined not to let cancer win at anything!  So here's the truth and the reality of how this blogging has to be.  It's usually a week or more later with no new blogs, that I finally have the energy to sit down at the computer, and then I have to refer to my chemo calendar and my chemo side effect journal to piece together what happened and "pretend" it's that day.  So for those loyal readers of my blog, I apologize for the subterfuge.  But at least this explains why you all of a sudden you find so many new blogs all at once.  It's not that you haven't been paying attention, it's sneaky little me!