Now it's the first weekend since I'm done my last chemo treatment and I'm still hoping that all is back to normal.  I went out for breakfast with my husband, but then the side effects hit me.  Hard.  Probably because I tried to wish it all away and start up my life again and ventured out too soon.  Yesterday wore me out some, and this morning did too.  I spent the entire afternoon sleeping trying to recover.  That's another thing I learned about my body.  It will let me know when it needs to rest.  My brain may think otherwise and my heart may wish to enjoy other things, but when my body is spent, I will sleep.  I can't push my body any faster than it can go.  I'll get back to a normal routine in good time.  For now, it should be enough that I don't have any more treatments scheduled.